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Sunday, November 08, 2009

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 01:38:19 GMT

Prison

There are no bars

The exit is marked

Yet it is safe for them

In the caves dark

Little danger from hunters

Rescue or light

They have made friends

With the coldness of night

Oh where is this prison

Deep in men’s souls

Its warden is fear

Many lives it controls

The price of freedom

To leave the known behind

To admit dependence

To escape from inside

Hear the cry despondent

Desperate yet unchained

Who wail for freedom

Yet let it not be gained

Many such dungeons

Copies abound

Men turn on each other

Rebels, by themselves bound

A day in the week

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 07:20:16 GMT

Today our group took a trip to Knottsberry farm. Pretty interesting I rode a rollercoaster for the first time. We also went also later went down Holly wood Boulevard to eat. The spidermen and such were interesting.

One thing that bothered me was someone running a charity and trying to catch he could have been a genuine Christian but it was hard to tell.

Finally riding down in a bus where the language was far more crude than I prefer in addition to the music. Hip hop would have more decent music if it weren't all sex and such. Our group also chose to eat at Hooters where I had never been before. The food and service were actually pretty good however simply as a point of being an example to others I wouldn't suggest eating there too often.

It's back to work tomorrow. Probably going to be a long day.We got in late tonight at about 2300. Oh well catching up shouldn't be too bad. Or else why would I be wasting time on this tonight.

Overall this day like many days reminded me why I love the military. It is always a priviledge to travel with or bump into members and former members .I don't know the future and I definitely have not always been who I should be but right now I am convinced I am right where God wants me to be.

Last week in investing

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 02:33:38 GMT

It seems like I always buy when I should sell and vice versa. It is usually a problem with patience. Take this last week for instance BUCY shot up like a rocket and I sold the $46 calls at a nice sum. However, as the market fell I grew nervous and bought a put but just a little bounce and sold it again.Needless to say while still currently positive and knowing what to do I have a long way to go in sticking to the rules of defined exits and entrance.

What are your exit strategies and how do you keep from either panicking or holding on to dead horses?

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 03:04:42 GMT

The Taken

Chariots of fire

Wheels with eyes

Thunder resounds

Lightning illuminates skies

Taken

Crossing the Jordan

A cloak and dry land

The road of Enoch

One of only two men

Taken

Some say that all go

That all must die

Yet there is a road

When God opens the sky

Taken

Todays verse

Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.- 1 Peter 5:8-9

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 03:57:22 GMT

Child star

She was an actress

Young and petite

A child prodigy

So charmingly sweet

But the star burned

Rapid and fast

The fire was in danger

Her eyes they went black

The coming of Night

The onset of years

The temptations of power

Beauty and fear

Swallowed by darkness

Yet still outer shell

Lord rescue this woman

From the coming of hell

Meet

More than the head

More than the heart

I want to meet you

Because you just are

How can I say it

Knowledge undefined

Because you are above us

We are as blind

Return my devotion

Yea even my mind

Come dwell within me

This is your design

I am not but a vessel

And yet have a soul

We are united

When I yield control

Monday, September 14, 2009

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 02:30:54 GMT

Battle with Cynicism: Keep the faith

Cynicism takes the joy

Robbing young girls and boys

Lies of evolution and relativity

Jade the truth like false feet

Science led by a heart of distrust

Sometimes in the dark of night

It comes still into our minds

Pointing out our evil thought

Laughing at the sacred cross

Demons of cynicism

Sharpen the mind with truth

Repent in redemptive proof

Then praise Jesus anew

Love in all that you do

Keep the faith

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 03:24:14 GMT

Restore

The walls they are crumbling

In quite modern decay

Hadrian’s defenses- are disarrayed

Horribly cluttered and piled

Full of planted files

Saboteurs encroach- steal and defile

Restore this mechanism

With a new foundation

Restore dreams – before they are taken

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 01:10:04 GMT

Trees in the forest

Big bold strokes

Erase tiny script

Yet these are trees

And not a forest

How can you forget

Where was it you came from

What is it you see

Little trees and thickets

Or a land of green

Trees in the forest

Currently trading OSIR-

I recently wrote options that if the market does even okay I should get a 9% return for the month. Yes I know I could have made much more but foolish trades take their toll and I still face the time untill expiration.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 23:31:38 GMT

Wake me up my darling

Wake me up my darling

Wake me up my dear

Wake me up my love

My buttercup -get me out of here

Wake me up my darling

Wake me up my dear

The night before is past

Though shards still tangle in my hair

Wake me up my darling

Love promises I keep

Bought with bumps and bruises

True love is never cheap

Wake me up my darling

Wake me up my dear

Far more sweet than any mead

Just to have you here

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Sat, 15 Aug 2009 19:53:28 GMT

Fountain

In the midst of a garden

A quaint lonely glen

A fountain she burbled

With water unstained

Sometimes at night

I see it quite clear

So perfect innocence

A love beyond tears

Then she sparkled

Reflecting a fire

When cherabim’s dreams

Polluted desire